Actually what did all of you expect from her . I really dissapointed with all of you . You treat her like she was your toy . You chose her but then you played her . You dont know how its feel if you are the leader . You were acting like you know everything while you know nothing . You know what ? That was really STUPID . Can you imagine what she feels ? Could you ? Okay , let me tell you , your STUPIDITY ! All of you decide to chose her . She was chosen . Then you beg her for everything you want . She try harder as she could . She sacrifice all of her energy , time and all she could sacrifice for you to make your dreams come true . But when she cant do what you want , you blame on her . You put her on pressure . You batch her . You talk bad about her . But why ? She was your friends before . How could you did that to your friends . Is that what you called friends ? Really ? You know what ? What she did for you were more than what she dissapointed you . Dont you realize ? Open your eyes . Just because of one dream that she cant make it happen you forget all the things she did to you . You judge her . You push her . What did you think she is !? A fairy !? A godmother !? To make all of your wishes comes true . What the hell are you thinking!? Put a lot of pressure on her . Dont you realize how stupid are you ? Im sorry to say that but what were you thinking ? How could you ? She was your friends before . She sacrifice for you . But what you did to her was bullshit ! You know what she's going through ? She cried everynight thinking of you . She cried alone . She tried to be stronger with all the pressure and the pain you gives . But how strong a person could be ? Now think ?! Dont you feel it . Then what she did with all of your stupidity . She shut her mouth up . She doesnt tell anyone how hurt she was . She cried alone . She get up and try harder to make your dreams comes true , AGAIN ! But what you called her ; " what a leader she was ? " . All of you were crazy . What do you expect her to be . She is not god . She is not perfect even you are not perfect !! Stop judge people .
I know what you feel .You think you were strong , you were big , you were respected by everybody . So you could do some bullshit to them . Actually it is because you were surrounded by friends . I was your gang before . I really feel what you feel . But you know what I through now after I moved to other school . All of you throw me ! I was nothing to all of you . You ignored me . I suffered pain from all of you . Yes . All of the pain things that I wrote in this blog was about all of you ! You give me pressured . You did that because Im alone and you are surrounded by friends . Think seriously , is that friends you want in your life ? When I was your friends before I dont believe you would dare to do that such things to me . But now , I know its really happen . Yes , its really happens . The pain I suffered still feel the same . FYI its really really really hurt . You are the one that make me feel scared to trust on others . But its is not your fault . Its my fault ! Because I cant open my eyes to realize who is the real and fake friends . I get stronger with all of you but the one make me die inside IS STILL YOU ! How pain it was . I am really really really hurt ! So , please open your eyes . Really really wide to know this . I dont want this happen to all of you . Dont expect someone is perfect while you are not . Please , its hurt . Really hurt . Do some changes now . At least respect your leader . You dont feel what they feel . Be a real friends . Im begging . I dont want all of you to be bad . I just want all of you to be respected by others . To be the real friends to each others ever even I was not there anymore . Please .
Sorry for all thing I said but its time for you to open your eyes , please . Im begging , friends :'/
Tenx lissa...i hope u dont know me...but..u are fucking true about this...forgive me....
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